Çileli ömrümde yüzüm gülmedi gülmedi (In my life of suffering, I never smiled)
Watch the official video for Tahir Uçar's emotional performance of "Vay Kader": Tahir Ucar Vay Kader Kalemin Kirilaydi [Official Video]
Babamı da bir gün olsun görmedim görmedim (I never saw my father, even for a day) Çileli ömrümde yüzüm gülmedi gülmedi (In my life
The song's title, "Kalemin Kırılaydı," literally translates to "I wish your pen had broken," a poetic address to fate's "pen" that writes one's life story. Key verses include: Tahir Ucar Vay Kader Kalemin Kirilaydi [Official Video]